Feeding Off The Pain

Here i am,
Feeding off this thing called pain,
Going through my days with,
The pain you left me through.

Never would i thought,
I'll ever see you once again,
With the smiling face of yours,
Which i had always adored.

No,never would i thought,
Your already with another man,
While i'm here feeding off the pain,
   I don't understand,
   Why everything had to end,
   Though it was going as planned,
   My heart torn apart,
   Broken down to pieces.

I simply can't comprehend,
Why your with another man,
While i'm here feeding off the pain,
   While i'm the one picking up the pieces,
   Which was meant to be,
   Our love.